Day 35: Today started off pretty good. I got to love George the cat up, a lot, and he really loved it!
I got a bunch more accomplished on the dulcimer I'm building. I planed down the top, bottom, and ribs. So there should be some glueing going on Thursday. Dwain has an anti-fracking, no pollution thing going on tomorrow, where he is meeting with the governor's people to discuss some stuff. So we get back to it on Thursday.
We are back to some good snacks. While I was home I grew to miss this part of our day because we get to eat, which I love, and we get to talk about music and life and love and the dulcimer and stuff.
The back was a bit easier, in that the book-matched boards were more than big enough. There was a hole in the wood, a knot, but that didn't play into where I cut out the back.
I'd chosen the ribs some time ago, but I had to get them ready. So I scraped off the oxidation, marked the boards as to their orientation, and put the serial number on the ribs.
Lala the parrot doesn't particularly care for me. I've tried to be his friend, but my definition of friend might be different than his. He never really talks to me, but he does fluff up as big as he can so that he intimidates me, which he doesn't. Sure, he could bite me; he bit his momma and she loves and feeds him. But I ain't scared. But he ain't warming up either. I did give him a bit of watermelon today, and he really likes watermelon and its seeds. I'll keep working on him so that he loves me--or not.
Day 36: Things are really getting social around here, and I'm loosing focus just a bit. So I'm going to make an extra effort to be by myself after working at the shop so that I can reflect on what I did for the day and do any homework that needs doing.

I went for a 4 mile run today, and I finished the run in 35:55, which is high 8 minute miles (And I had to stop and wait at several intersections.). I've not done that in a long time. I think it is all of the walking, running, and bike riding I'm doing in Rochester.
I helped Gretchen in the garden a bit, and I did a lot of socializing. But it is okay that I have fun, right? I can visit with others and practice my friend-making skills even though I don't really want any more friends. This could help me sell some stuff in the future, right? Plus I may be able to contribute in some meaningful way in a conversation. So I won't get down on myself too much, but I'm going to work harder at doing my homework and blogging!

I learned what a shooting box is, and I learned to use one without having one. This is why having the right tools is so important. Without this wood-working table and its vice and holes for the iron vices my task would have been impossible. But I set everything up and planed straight the ribs. Dwain approves of my work!
One really great thing about building this machine is that I get to use Walt's mold, and as y'all know I love to work with spirited tools, equipment, or materials. So yeah, this is a great thing that I get to build where Sunhearth and Bear Meadow dulcimers were built--are built in the Bear Meadow case.
There is really a lot to do in order to get all of the pieces to get glued together into the mold. For example, I'd never considered that the peg box and tail block should be in a straight line. Of course they should be, but I'd never thought about how that happens. Dwain has been saying for some time to always mark the center, work from the center, center this and center that. Sheesh, Dwain, enough with the center crap already! Ooops. Now I'm glad I didn't say anything out loud because it is plainly and perfectly clear why I should mark the center of my pieces! I sometimes forget that he is a master of his craft who learned from a master of his craft.
We did a dry run today so that I could experience the process without introducing any glue. It was really helpful, and I look forward to doing it again tomorrow. These molds are pretty sophisticated instruments, but if I follow the procedures correctly my machines should be really nice. After all, there is so much minutiae to pay attention to just to get to this point.
I started with this part two nights ago, but I couldn't bring myself to post it. And the next night wasn't any better. But after the run and some hard work in the shop I feel better and I'm exhausted. It is everything I can do to stay awake right now at 7:41pm.
Okay, WTF is going on in the neighborhood. Why is some douche bag shooting off fireworks. I swear I just peed in my pants a little. Fucking idiot--you guess who.
Did I ever tell you I saw an artillery barrage and heavy armor attack? It was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen, even as it rained death down on other persons, brothers and sons, fathers and grandfathers. We were driving east and north, pressing towards Baghdad, and there was a group, a big group, of Iraqis going north. We met at Basra. They didn't stand a chance. But there were bigger issues about us murdering them.
I was with the 5th Combat Engineers, 24th Infantry Division. Wikipedia says that there was a platoon of U.S. Bradley Fighting Vehicles from the 24th Division opened fire on a large group Iraqi soldiers who had surrendered at a makeshift military checkpoint after fleeing the devastation on Highway 8 on February 27, apparently hitting some or all of them (read me). Highway 8 is known as the Highway of Death. Imagine a six lane road in your town where all of the vehicles that try to pass are shot up. Imagine the sight of the persons murdered. Imagine how a dead thing smells. Imagine how a bunch of dead men smell. I couldn't finish eating tonight. I'm not sure what is going on.I got hooked up with the VA in Knoxville, but I may need to go here to get my head right.

Keep spending time with your non-friends. You sound so happy when you've been hanging out. I love you. All of you. oxxoxoo
ReplyDeleteYou hang in there, Mark! There will be a time when this won't have the effect of having just happened, but will be part of your life narrative without being overwhelming. I know this to be true. Trust the process of healing, just as you trust the process of building these beautiful instruments.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Anonymous!
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